Really excited about my Friday Night Essence.

I am itching to join the Neothink Society. But I am holding off with DTC. For the first time in my life I can see my future. I have tried to set up my mini-days in the past and it never felt right. I just could not get my ‘Friday-Night-Essence’.

Now… for the first time I have managed to build my mini day schedule from top to bottom. I can see exactly what I need to do to grow my essence. …Not only that I know the exact actions I need to take… This is Cassandras Secret. Now I know what Mr Hamilton was talking about when he once talked about every cell of his body tingling… sorry they are not his exact words… I’m paraphrasing.

I just don’t feel right joining the society until I have acheived a little of my essence first… I want to be able to offer something of value before I join. Not only that, I don’t want to be in a position of struggling to pay my membership every month. I am in the middle of paying my debts off. Now I am integrating, I am not finding paying my debts of as difficult as I thought. In fact, every time I pay a bit more of my schedule payments off, that in its self is a great feeling.

I fell of integrating Neothink for a long time… and even suffered a nervous breakdown. Even came close to suicide. This is a very personal thing to admit. But I know I am among people who understand how the anticivilization can ‘rape’ the soul.

When I look at my Mini-Day schedule now… I cannot describe how excited I am. It is like looking into a chrystal ball… but one stripped of all mysticism, where I can fully see my reality. It is like seeing the future now.

For the first time in a long time I feel truly happy again. I’m still in a dead end job. But actually have a strong image in my mind, of the day I resign.

My short term goal reads as follows:

‘I rapidly attract a comfortable home based income, that allows me to resign from my day job’

I have much bigger goals which I won’t yet mention here.

  1. #1 by valerie on January 2, 2012 - 9:35 AM

    Fabulous story! It reminds me of self. My husband and I began Neotech reading in 2004 and stood to lose the empire we had created. By implementing the 114 advantages found in the Neothink discovery, we were able to rid our lives of the anticivilazion and create our future as WE imagined it. We now work out of our OWNED HOME and are experiencing Happiness, Prosperity and Romantic Love. Keep reading and integrating, its a GREAT LIFE!!!!!!!

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